Seriously, I think Ive mild depression.

Misunderstandings often occurs when there is a third party,be it conveying message or whatever. Sometimes, it is better for both to sort things out themselves rather than making assumptions based on what they see. But for some, they don't even make the effort to clarify. Are you one?
Maybe it is better to stay away from the virtual world for a period of time. Helps to stay focus on work and be oblivious to what is happening that will evokes unecessary emotions. Humans are just so, unpredictable. Agree much? Yes.